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sudah tidak sabar...
sangat ingin bertemu dia....
but i just keep silence in my feeling....and always be....i think...

I know...

okay....i'm in relationship now....
but actually...i know what i feel....
i do...


i'm sorry Jesus..

150310

i'm sorry 4my family...
i change a little things of my consept...

semoga ini pilihan yg benar....

4.02.10

hemm....sering ngerasa hidup ini tidak adil..mskipun trnyata masih ada banyak orang yang lebih butuh keadilan dibanding ak....
ak sering merasa ibu terlalu cepat pergi dan ak belum belajar banyak dari dia...
ak  dan keluarga masih butuh dia...hemmph.....
i need u more then u know....
ak pikir ak bisa survive tnp ibu,ternyata sulit...ak harus menanggung jalannya keluarga,tp ak sering merasa idak bisa,padahal ak seharusnya yakin karena Tuhan sedang mempercayakan ak....untuk bisa memperbaiki semuany...
maafkan ak Tuhan
maafkan ak bapak....dan juga keluargaku yang lain...
ak menyayangi kalian lebih dari yang kalian tahu,,meskipun ak terlihat tidak peduli seperti ini...

18.01.10

this is the first time i saw him...and i feel something,actualy,i'm sure this is not love...
so weird when  think and remember that night..
but i've came three times to meet him...
dumb!!!
he's a mistery and always be.....
thanks 4give me chane to know u..
thanks 4another colour in my life.....
God bless u..

a half of my life....

this is the thing and people that i can't to leave on...
love u all  so....somuch...

aneh....(15 january 2010)

this is so weird....
this is the first the when I interest for someone who first i meet...
hemmph...
but i can't hold on my self to meet him again...
should i know him?
or just make him as a memory,one of colour in my days....

i love them

So much give thanks to God coz He pick great people beside me...
thanks somuch..much and much..

If i could............

hemm....this is so lonely...
and i feel alone....when someone come n fill my day????